Sunday, June 26, 2022

ROOT BEER POPSICLES

"If it could always be like this. Always summer....."

                                                                                                                               -Evelyn Waugh

The other day I found  a package of root beer popsicles in the freezer section of the grocery store.  And before I knew it , I was 10 again, last day of school come and gone, the summer  looming beyond. 

Footloose and fancy free.  Free to  do what I wanted.  Of course, my mother had other ideas. She bought a stack of math exercise books. My teacher said it would be a good idea.  Lucky me. Enough to last the entire summer.  Oh joy. Oh rapture.

The day after school got out, my mother went to work. I arranged to meet my friend, Anna. I was supposed to be working on math. But I came up with another plan. Anna agreed to do several pages of the math books, for  root beer popsicles. Her weakness. And mine.

My mother bought them every summer. And the freezer was loaded.

So I plied Dora with root beer popsicles and watched while she  easily  got thru five or six pages. Then we were bored. 

I wasn’t supposed to leave the house.  But I did anyways. All of the time. That summer we visited the graveyard every time Anna and I got together. The graves were old, some toppled over.  We’d take turns pretending  we were a knight or a fair princess being rescued  from  a fearsome dragon. 

The dragon was invisible. Except to us. It hissed and spit fire  over the old grave  stones  and we always escaped it’s infernal clutches. It followed us around we imagined.

We’d walk blocks  and blocks in the summer heat, to the closest corner store. A peach cost a quarter. And cola popsicles  15 cents. Sweet tarts, gum balls and gummy bears  packed in small paper bags were our booty. 

We’d take them down to the ocean, sit on bleached out logs  and stuff our faces .  We’d splash in the cool ocean wearing our sneakers, getting soaked, shrieking at gulls who  didn’t know any better. 

We’d cap off our afternoon by setting up a pretend campsite at the local schoolyard.  We had a secret place  down by the swings that we’d set up over the summer. Rocks ringed a fake fire. The ground covered with scratchy grass and brush we’d pretend to light a fire to warm our hands, even on the most scorching days. 

Funny, how I disliked camping in later years. I loved pretend camping back then.

We would get back to the house, so Anna could finish up the math pages for that day. And another root beer popsicle down the hatch. 

Home at the appropriate time, my mother always marveled how studious I’d been , when she saw the math . I never told her about Anna. My friend, who sometimes sneaked out of the basement door, as my mother was coming in the kitchen door. 

My friend of the summers, wild and free. 

But I think my mother guessed, cause my shoes were always soaking wet, smelling of ocean, my hands sticky from gumballs.

And the math books were a little too perfect. I was a TERRIBLE  math student. I couldn’t figure out a math problem if I ate ten times the root beer popsicles.

Of course, it all came to head, one summer, when Dora and I were eating popsicles and pouring over the math books, only to look up and find a teenage boy standing in the hallway just beyond the kitchen. We froze.  He shouldn’t have been there. I recognized him. He lived across the street.Turned out he had broken in thru the open bedroom window.  

We shrieked. He ran. He threw himself out of the window. Later on , the police caught him stealing from the corner store we bought candy from. He had a toy gun.

And so it all came out. The math. The graveyard. The camping . And the reason why  root beer popsicles  were slowly vanishing. 

From then on I had to do my own math homework. That was the last summer Dora and I hung out like that. She moved away. I never heard from her again.I hope wherever she went, that she remembered me.

My mother still bought root beer popsicles  for me. I shared them with  the fearsome dragon  that hovered over my back yard, and lived in the shed where he told me stories to dream by.


Photographs 2022

 

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